Love Has No Limits – HPV
Posted on Saturday, February 28th, 2009 at 12:58 PM
Hi. I first and far most want to say that your site is such a blessing! I was diagnosed with HPV in early 2004. I went through treatments alone because I felt so ashamed. I thank God for your site because it helped me through some of the darkest days and nights that I have ever known. It also showed me that I was not alone. Keep up the great work, and God bless you.
Below is my story:
I was diagnosed with HPV in early 2004. I felt so alone and ashamed of this virus, I couldn’t and didn’t tell anyone!!! I went through Pap Smears, Cryo’s, Biopsies and Surgery without anyone knowing the “real” story. I had a boyfriend that I loved so much, and I knew he gave it to me. It took me over a year to finally confront him about it. The tests that came back from the doctor were terrifying; the first results were stage 2… close to cancer. I was only 22 years old when I was diagnosed.
As time went by, my boyfriend and I broke up. I thought that no one would want to date a person with an STD, let alone marry them. By this time, I became Born Again, by the grace an mercy of Jesus Christ. As I continued to surrender my life over to the Lord, he changed me and helped me deal with my depression and loneliness because of this STD.
Then, by the love of God, he sent someone into my life. After feeling unworthy for so long, this man accepted me. After a few months of dating, I told him what I had… I cried as I told him my situation. Yet, he said that he would be there for me, go to the doctors with me and stay by my side through it all.
We are now engaged and I love him more than anything! I thank God for not only changing my heart, forgiving me and helping me, but for also giving me a wonderful man who will love me regardless.
So, for those who feel inadequate or unloved…..FIRST and far most, know that there is a God who loves you with or with out an STD!!! Give your life over to him and surrender! SECOND, know that there are real men out there who will love you and take care of you regardless, just trust God. Don’t go looking for love, rather, let God bring your mate to you.
P.S. To you guys out there, know that there are real women who will love you regardless also!!!
May God Bless all of you… You are NOT alone.
In Love,
Dee
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Your story is very encouraging and inspiring to me because I am in a very similar situation. I was diagnosed with HPV in 2003 and I am still struggling with accepting my situation. I do have a relationship with God and I have just been trying to focus on other areas of my life: career and making myself happy. I guess I just want to thank you and other women and men who posts on this site for sharing your story because although I know I am not the only one with this, the stigma that is connected to std’s makes me feel like I am alone.
Thanks for chiming in Journee. You are not alone and you certainly don’t have to feel that way any more. [[[hugs]]]
The Lord has Definitley Transform my Life Around 180% and He to Brought Someone into my Life who we are Dating now and i told him about my Situation that i have Hpv and which was a Big Part of my Testimony nd he took it Good and as a Man of God understood to not jUDGE. im so Glad that you shared your Story for many people living with an Std need someone to tell them its Okay Jesus will be there with you and he will bring you Blessing you are no less than anyone else GLORY BE TO GOD!!!!!
Thank you KK for stopping by and sharing a bit of your story with us. :]